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Carrie Etzel's avatar

Oh man, I haven't thought about Lou Engle in AGES. What a wild time that was.

You really encapsulate the experience, how much hope and enthusiasm we had. I still grieve for myself at that stage.

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I too miss the spirit , the camaraderie , and the connected to each other that I felt in church . I missed the raising our voices in song, the revivals , and the love. I’ve come to realize that the love was conditional , and what I missed was the things Christianity tried to mimic from pre-colonial religions that it could just not quite capture . The racism , the control , the judgement. Then people tell you judge the sinner not the church . When the whole institution is riddled with them who seek to control and exert their dominion over everyone else. Deconstruction has been freeing for me . I left the church at 16 when the youth pastor tried to assault me and everyone let it slide and he went on to harm so many other girls . I’m still filled with rage at the futility of it all. I enjoyed reading your thoughts. 💕

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